nothing but the rain

i watched the sky
and was wishing for the rain~
i wished i could see the raindrops
i wished i could see the stars through the dark cloud
i wished i could see the beautiful night through my bad condition
all i wished seem too high
it was like i'm dreaming too high
but, we won't able to be success without any trial
same like an excercise to touch the sky
and reach the star with bare hands

maybe you are too blind

maybe you are too blind
until you can't recognize that she loves you
maybe you are too blind until you can't recognize that i love you as well
maybe you are too blind until you didn't see the things i have done
maybe you are too busy with your life and with your activities
maybe you are too egoist to do your own
until you can't recognize that i have kept this feeling long time ago
and until you keep flirt with her like you mean nothin to her
but i know, she has her feeling to you
the same feeling like i do

partnership

partnership is limited
it has its end..
no matter what and no matter how, someday it will found its own dead way
but friendship should be immortal
should be forever and unbeatable
but the reality friendship can be only a part of partnership,
not the oppostie way
it could be hurt you with a treason it can be damaged
it could be so hard to find if we didn't open the heart and relieve with what happen
cheating wasn't allow to do, but sometime it shows

mood swinger

i woke up earlier in the morning
i did my daily activity yet
i blessed the day
i smiled big earlier
but suddenly it ruined
like a flood crashed the brigde down
hah!
i should notice she's the good mood swinger one
oops my bag, i got two mood swinger~
now i'm as bad mood as an evil
my beautiful day was just a past
now i just walk through my damn day..
and now i'm cursing the day
and think all bad things could be happen
yeah, big super thanks to my beloved mood swinger who swang my mood away :)
gomapseumnida~

the differences between me and her

she manages her hair
i just be what i like
she wears nice dresses
i only wear t-shirt
she wears nice accesories
i only be what i like
she wears skirt
i used to wear jeans
she is pure girl
i'm pure tomboy
she loves to be interactive
i only need my own life
she wants an attention
i'm less to pay an attention
she is lovable
i'm not easy to be loved
she braves enough to fly around him
i only can watch his step and his activity
she is good enough to heat up the situation
i'm suck in conversation
duh! am i worse?

maybe we weren't mean to be

day by day i'm waiting for you
day by day i keep my own feeling to you
but now i realize something
we are away to each other
you were so easy to be hugged
you were close enough to be reached
you were care enough to put your attention to me
but thats why i'm using past tenses
because seems like, i only a past for you
even though you're 'present' to me
maybe i'm too naive to wish that you will willing to catch me back
too naive to wish you'll fallen for me
because maybe we weren't mean to be
sorry i love you

the truth is revealing

honestly..
if i had enough time i would confess to you
if i were brave enough i would tell you all my feeling
if i were smart enough i wouldn't let anyone took you away from my side
if i were smart enough i would let you go with her so you wouldn't hurt my heart

honestly i have kept this feeling so long~
honestly i'm not brave to admit that i'm in love with you
i'm not brave to admit that you should belong to me
honestly i'm too shy to say that i love you
because i'm waiting for you
to say your words to me