nothing but the rain

i watched the sky
and was wishing for the rain~
i wished i could see the raindrops
i wished i could see the stars through the dark cloud
i wished i could see the beautiful night through my bad condition
all i wished seem too high
it was like i'm dreaming too high
but, we won't able to be success without any trial
same like an excercise to touch the sky
and reach the star with bare hands

maybe you are too blind

maybe you are too blind
until you can't recognize that she loves you
maybe you are too blind until you can't recognize that i love you as well
maybe you are too blind until you didn't see the things i have done
maybe you are too busy with your life and with your activities
maybe you are too egoist to do your own
until you can't recognize that i have kept this feeling long time ago
and until you keep flirt with her like you mean nothin to her
but i know, she has her feeling to you
the same feeling like i do

partnership

partnership is limited
it has its end..
no matter what and no matter how, someday it will found its own dead way
but friendship should be immortal
should be forever and unbeatable
but the reality friendship can be only a part of partnership,
not the oppostie way
it could be hurt you with a treason it can be damaged
it could be so hard to find if we didn't open the heart and relieve with what happen
cheating wasn't allow to do, but sometime it shows

mood swinger

i woke up earlier in the morning
i did my daily activity yet
i blessed the day
i smiled big earlier
but suddenly it ruined
like a flood crashed the brigde down
hah!
i should notice she's the good mood swinger one
oops my bag, i got two mood swinger~
now i'm as bad mood as an evil
my beautiful day was just a past
now i just walk through my damn day..
and now i'm cursing the day
and think all bad things could be happen
yeah, big super thanks to my beloved mood swinger who swang my mood away :)
gomapseumnida~

the differences between me and her

she manages her hair
i just be what i like
she wears nice dresses
i only wear t-shirt
she wears nice accesories
i only be what i like
she wears skirt
i used to wear jeans
she is pure girl
i'm pure tomboy
she loves to be interactive
i only need my own life
she wants an attention
i'm less to pay an attention
she is lovable
i'm not easy to be loved
she braves enough to fly around him
i only can watch his step and his activity
she is good enough to heat up the situation
i'm suck in conversation
duh! am i worse?

maybe we weren't mean to be

day by day i'm waiting for you
day by day i keep my own feeling to you
but now i realize something
we are away to each other
you were so easy to be hugged
you were close enough to be reached
you were care enough to put your attention to me
but thats why i'm using past tenses
because seems like, i only a past for you
even though you're 'present' to me
maybe i'm too naive to wish that you will willing to catch me back
too naive to wish you'll fallen for me
because maybe we weren't mean to be
sorry i love you

the truth is revealing

honestly..
if i had enough time i would confess to you
if i were brave enough i would tell you all my feeling
if i were smart enough i wouldn't let anyone took you away from my side
if i were smart enough i would let you go with her so you wouldn't hurt my heart

honestly i have kept this feeling so long~
honestly i'm not brave to admit that i'm in love with you
i'm not brave to admit that you should belong to me
honestly i'm too shy to say that i love you
because i'm waiting for you
to say your words to me

i can't forget your love

i dont know what's wrong with me..
it should be a great time for me to forget him
it should be long enough to make me forget him
it should be a good moment to forget him
but why you are as ghost in my mind?
why you still bothered me with your image in my mind?
am i too much love you?
am i too stupid not to forget u?
but why you can't never recognize my feeling?
or you have RECOGNIZED it but you chose to play with my heart?
whatever it is, you might be too important in my life until i can't forget your love

The Shadow

"can you stop to copy me?"
that question almost round my head everytime i saw what have u did~
why u always copy me?
why u always did what i have done?
why u always talked what i have talked before?
why u have to always think the way i think?
why u as my friend have to be my shadow??
it was okay for me, but one,
can you stop to love the guy i love??
can you just forget him for me?
i have known him longer than you, and im sure i have love and need him more than you <3
please, if i have to, i'll beg to you..

Scrub Berbahan Dasar Kopi

1. Latar Belakang Masalah

Metode scrub atau yang bisa disebut peeling adalah teknik perawatan tubuh dengan cara membersihkan kulit dari sel – sel kulit mati dan menghaluskan permukaan kulit. Kulit regenerasi biasanya lebih halus dan tidak berkerut dibandingkan dengan sel kulit yang lama.

Beberapa tahun yang lalu, produk peeling atau scrub hanya dapat dilakukan di salon atau tempat perawatan tubuh. Sesuai perkembangan jaman, kegiatan peeling atau scrubbing dapat dilakukan dimana saja, baik di rumah misalnya dengan peeling cream yang bisa dibeli di salon kecantikan.

Chemical Peeling adalah suatu metode peeling dengan bantuan larutan kimia yang dapat menyebabkan kulit mati akhirnya mengelupas. Tetapi metode ini cukup beresiko bila digunakan pada kulit sensitif.

Oleh sebab itu dalam penelitian ini dimasukkan beberapa bahan alami yang dapat digunakan sebagai peeling atau scrub. Berdasarkan hasil percobaan, banyak bahan alami yang dapat dimanfaatkan sebagai bahan untuk merawat kecantikan kulit.

Kopi merupakan salah satu bahan yang dapat digunakan dalam perawatan kecantikan, selain memiliki manfaat antioksidan untuk menetralkan kerusakan radikal bebas dalam kulit, juga menghaluskan kulit. Menggunakan kopi dalam perawatan kecantikan adalah cara yang mengagumkan untuk menetralisir kerusakan kulit agar tetap terlihat muda untuk jangka waktu lebih lama.

Demi pembuatan scrub atau peeling pada penelitian kali ini, digunakan bahan alami berupa kopi, garam, dan bengkoang. Dan sebagai perbanding dengan chemical peeling ditambahkan gliserin yang umumnya berfungsi sebagai pelarut kimia dalam pembuatan produk kecantikan, sedangkan bahan alami dengan yoghurt. Karena itu, makalah karya ilmiah ini diberi judul, “Perbandingan Pengaruh Gliserin dan Yoghurt dalam Pembuatan Scrub dari Kopi”

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The Sun and The Pluto

Kadang aku merasa bahwa 'aku' dalam hidupku bukan lagi seperti Matahari dalam galaksi Bimasakti. Aku bukan lagi matahari yang dikelilingi oleh planet-planet yang berotasi. Aku bukan lagi Matahari yang menjadi pusat dan titik revolusi.. Aku seperti bukan lagi tokoh utama dalam kehidupanku sendiri.

Aku... seperti ... pluto.

Aku seperti planet terakhir dalam Bimasakti terdahulu. Aku adalah orang terakhir yang memutari Matahari. Aku selalu berada di posisi terakhir dari segalanya. Aku bukanlah pusat segalanya. Tetapi aku adalah planet yang memutari segalanya. Aku memutari Matahari, memutari Neptunus, bahkan memutari Bbumi dan merkurius pada orbitku.

Aku seperti individu tetap yang selalu diam dan hanya memutari mereka dalam orbitku sendiri.
Aku bukanlah sang pusat perhatian.. Aku bukanlah sang pusat kehidupan, Bumi.

Aku adalah Pluto, plantet terakhir dan paling kecil...

Yang bahkan, dewasa ini, aku terpaksa dihapuskan dari galaksi Bimasakti. Aku kehilangan keeksisanku. Aku bukan lagi planet kesembilan.

Aku hanya aku. Pluto, sebagai planet kecil, di luar Bimasakti, yang tak lagi dikenal dan dihiraukan masayarakat.

Dan Bimasakti akan tetap dalam kejayaannya dengan kedelapan planetnya...